Woke up at 5.15am this morning to wait for Dear's call. Today's our 6th month anniversary. But I woke up an hour early. Didn't want to miss the call. Though only chatted with him for 1 min, it was more than enough for me. Dear's gonna have a rough day ahead of him. SOC, marching. Yucks. Don't even wanna hear about it. Hope the call made a boost to his tough day ahead. Was supposed to meet Gracie, Liying and Andrea. But sadly, the outing was cancelled. Liying and Andrea couldn't make it. Gracie's sick. Didn't want her to come out, and pass me the virus. *hiak hiak hiak*

Woke up at 10am, when I've a dental appointment at that time! It's all the clock's fault! It's slowed by an hour! Only when I called my sister, Ling, did I saw the time on the caller ID. YIKES! Brush my teeth quickly and had a changed of clothes before rushing out of the house. Within half an hour from 10.30am, my pearly whites are back! *^^*v

Bought a double fillet burger from Macs, though I'm not a fan of Macs. I practically hate Macs. Only eat it when I don't have a choice. Bought some food from pasar malam held around the bus-stop, and then headed for home. After brunch,*lolz*, the food works wonders. Time for hibernation!

Tomorrow I'll be meeting Gracie. =)
Gonna shop around for Dear's present. Hope to find something for him. My 6th month anniversary present for him, also a passing out parade present for him. hahahahaha... cheapo? SO?!?!?! BLEAH!! =P

Damn it! Why does mom always find fault in me? I help her to wash the dishes, keep the clothes, fold the clothes, iron my own clothes, and she still ain't bloody satisfied! What does she want from me! Just had an argument with her. All because of my bursary $300! She's always arguing with me, either with the topic of me not helping out in household chores, or financial matters. It's only $300! How much you want? My monthly school fee which loaned from NTU of $270 per month has been reduced to $170 per month because of the stupid laptop which I've not been using much at all! Now I've received $300 bursary, she's into it again! When I started temporary jobs, working overtime non-stop, working my ass off, I gave her allowance despite my miserable pay! Not that she's not working or wat! I'M JUST WORKING AS A TEMP! And did that filial brother of mine gave her any money when he started working? NO! EVERYTHING IS ME! ME! ME! And now she's being sarcastic, about not giving treat about my bursary. HEY! FOR GOODNESS SAKE! That $300 is to last me throughout this whole 2 months of holiday! I don't even get allowance from NTU during hols! I've to dig into my savings for my travelling expenses, my textbooks (which she so honourably backed down her promise to pay me back for the books), my meals, the laptop (which I paid and I don't get to use much!) Damn it. What did I do to deserve this?

And now she's nagging me to get a job. Not that I didn't! I did go to job agencies. But there's not much job offers! What does she expect! Not only that, she's also nagging me to give tuition! Why doesn't she think before she talk? Who wants tuition during holidays? And who wants a tutor to give tuition for 1 month? And she retorts that I can continue my tuition throughout my university days. She thinks it's so easy to give tuition?! I've a reason to delay my tuition plan! Because I want to be able to get into my desired faculty! I want to study Bioengineering! If not Electrical and Electronic Engineering! I don't wanna be distracted! Does she understand anot?! I told her so many times! BUT SHE'S STILL DON'T GET IT! This coming next semester is gonna be busy like hell! And Year 1 is crucial! Coz I'll be streamed. I dun wanna end up in a faculty I hate and spend my next 3 years studying for the sake of studying. GET IT MOTHER!

I don't see a need to give tuition yet! I don't have much money! $3000 in my bank is all I have! JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! MOTHER!

I'm in Dear's house now. He's booking in soon. Gonna leave with him, to meet his army friends. But I'll leave in the earlier train. Dear don't like me to see him off especially when he's booking in, coz he can't hug me, can't kiss me. Well, looking at the bright side, he's gonna pass out this coming friday 03 Dec 2005! YEAH!! then he'll have 1 week of break. Can't wait to spend time with him! =)
Today Dear accompanied me to the temple where Grandpa's and Grandma's ashes are kept. Went to collect my bursary from the temple. It's my A's results. Papa went to applied for it. Met some of my friends. My JJC 1st 3 months friend, Bangzhi, my SRJC friend, Huihui. Well, the bursary's $300. Although little, better than none right? Thes $300 will have to last me through the Dec holidays. *Groan* Gonna be broke soon...

Last season, we talked about how the return of the ex affected and changed our lead actress, Sandra, on her day out with her boyfriend, Cheah Liang and his group of friends. This season, we'll continue to bring you the updated news, juciest gossips about her...

After Norman's intervention during my Coffee Club meeting with Dear and his group of friends, I thought that's the worst thing can happen for the day. Wrong. I counted my eggs too early. During the night, while we're having dinner near Maxwell, my mobile rang. Guess what? My JC friend, Jerry, the guy whom I admire so much for his piano skills, called me. It was such a suprise to me! A friend whom I've lost contact for 2 years, called me! But the eerie feeling crept up on me again... He asked me how have I been, whether have I changed much, stuff like that. He even said, must ask me out to see how much I've changed. Talked to him for awhile, about 10-15 mins, I guessed. While I was talking to Jerry, my hands went to Dear's hands. But he shrugged it off. That action cut my heart like a knife. Never have I experienced such pain. When we reached home, Dear was in my room, telling me his problems. At that RIGHT MOMENT, a message from Paul, via sms, asking me out for a movie the next day. Darn! I feel like I'm in some movie plot. I never ask for attention from other guys, and I don't enjoy it either...

Dear booked out last night around 9 plus. We're supposed to go for dinner together, but had to cancel it due to his late return to mainland. *sigh*

Met with with Dear this afternoon around 2pm, since he went for a few basketball games with his army mates. Well, at least I did something useful during that morning. Spent time with my close sister since secondary 1. Chatted with her online, since she's alone and bored in the office. As what everyone predicted, she didn't do her job, but spent her time chatting with me. hahaha..
Dear and I went to Breeks, Orchard branch, for lunch. YUCKS! The food there isn't for human consumption! BLEAH!!! Even the ice-cream was pathetic! I'm not going to dine at Breeks anymore! We proceeded to meet Jasmine, Yiqin and company (Dear's friends). When everyone's has taken attendance, *hiak hiak hiak*, we went to Coffee Club in Takashimaya. Why? To discuss programmes for the oncoming chalet!

But good things never come smoothly, do they? I bumped into my ex-bf, Norman. He was with his gf, with his relatives or maybe with his gf's relatives. He's sitted at the adjacent table from mine. I began to dread the time in Coffee Club. Damn! Why of all places, in Coffee Club? That place gives me creeps. I met both of my ex-bfs there! Eerie! I'm not gonna go there anymore! Well, since I was the one who spotted him, I kept my profile low. But not for long. Coz since I'm in the company of a group of 9, we had to merge tthe tables, so we can gather for 'Discussion'. That was when he saw me. Darn! I saw him telling his gf and company mouthing about my presence in Coffee Club, coz the next split second, all heads turned at my direction. At that moment, I wished that the ground will just open and eat me up. Why I am under such scrutinsation? I just pretended that I didn't notice his presence, nor the stares lauded at me. When the table was done, I just wanted to sit down. Alas! Wrong seat. Sat along the walkway which he's to pass me upon leaving the cafe. As he approached me, I was praying fervantly, 'PLEASE DON'T TALK TO ME!!!' But, as usual, *prayers denied*. He called me, I had to look suprised right? I never felt like a 3rd class actress. My smile plastered on my face, registered a OH! But I know no one is so dumb to buy my story. Soon, I was bombarded with questions, How have you been? Holidays now? Where are you studying? How are your grades like? I felt suffocated as each second passed. After the short meeting, which I beg to differ, is a TORTURE! My spirit just died within that second he came forward. Mood gone. No longer chirpy. There's still more to come. Another incident that happened at night. Which is to be continued later...

Hmmm... Was browsing through my list of friends in Friendster today when I bumped into Norman's profile. He's gotta new girlfriend. Happy for him. =)

Well, it was a harsh ride for me in junior college. Norman's my first boyfriend. Met him in our class, 2S11. Things didn't work out well, as usual. We only lasted for a few months. 3 months. After that, was the Cold War. He was the one who initiated a break-up. Since he's my first boyfriend, naturally, I brawled my heart out. I even hurt myself. Now when I think of it, so damn silly of me. No matter how I torture myself, there's no way to capture his heart again. I didn't do well for my upcoming A's. So had to retake the exam. Well, serves me right. Anyway, when I look at the photo of him and his new girlfriend, he seems so much happier. Didn't have any feelings for him when I saw his photos. Finally gotten over him. Took me damn long. about 2 years. Really happy for him, finally he has found his well-deserved happiness. =)

I'm also not at the losing end! hahahaha... I've found my long lost love. ahahhahaah... My current boyfriend! He's been my crush since during my secondary school. *^^* Actually not I found him. Is he found me back! muhahaha!!! THERE'S A BIG DIFFERENCE!
We're going on strong for close to half a year this coming 30th Nov. Been a real blessing to me. Never have I thought a guy will love me this deep, dote on me that much. The past two boyfriends I'd, we didn't click. Not that my current boyfriend and I click very much. In fact, we don't! hahahahaha... I remember during our secondary school days, we'll always quibble and squibble over minor things. And my god-sis aka his best buddy, You Wei, always have to be the middle-man. Amazing that we ended up as couple. MIRACLES DO HAPPEN!

Alrighty! Enough of procastination! I'm finally sat myself here to write an entry liaoz.
Well, 14th Nov was a great way to kick things off with a splendid SPLASH! hehehehe... 11am set off to Wild Wild Wet with my great company - my pretty best sis, Shu Ling and my loving, handsome and very YUMMY PHYSIQUE Lao Gong! We had so much fun that day! Swimming against the current in the Shiok River, swimming against the crashing waves in the Wave Pool... And my dearest company tugging the float while i lie on it... =)

However, I was nearly choked to death in the Wave Pool. Due to too many people around our positions, and a FAT SUMO WRESTLER SIZE GUY kicking around our position, and the strong waves crashing over my head. dunno swallowed how many gallons of chlorinated water. Luckily Dear was around. He held me safely, never letting me go. He saw me going under the water, quickly pulled me up to breathe.

Shu Ling wanted to play the Water Viking, so I accompanied her to play. Dear was so sweet. Coz the Water Viking requires 2 people to play together. So he went to buy food for us. And he bought my favourite CHEESE FRIES!! Dear Loves meeeee!!!

We had so much fun!! Damn Exhilarating! After that in the late evening, I dragged Dear to play the Water Viking again! hahahaha... he one person can carry a 2 person sitter float! while previously, me and my best sis need to heave such a clumsy float and walk up to the top! hahahahaha... feel so shiok! I saw those envious looks of other girls when they saw Dear carry the float all by himself while i pranced my way up to the top. hahahaha!!! Too bad GIRLS! HE'S TAKEN! TOO BAD YOUR GUY AIN'T THAT STRONG! =P

After a day of swimming, we went to Orchard Paragon to have our dinner at that Ding Tai Feng Restaurant. hehehehehe... Shu Ling and Dear treat! =)
Dinner over, TIME TO HEAD HOME!! Dear insisted on sending me home, despite being tired himself. But I know he wants me home safely. He's such a sweetie!! LOVE HIM LOTS!
Dear's not those average guy you guys see on the street. He's cute, good-looking, tall, strong. But he's not a flirt nor either is he a sweet-talker like most guys of his category. I remembered saying to him before we're officially together, I liked the feeling of being wooed. But he replied, 'I dunno how to woo girls. I only know how to be a good boyfriend.' See! SINCERITY! And he really knows how to be a good boyfriend... SO FAR! LOLZ...

YEAH!! 3 more days to LIBERATION DAY!!! YEASSSSSSSSSHHH!!!! A long-awaited day! =) I'm gonna party!!!!! I've so much activities in plan already! lolz! This coming Sat, Dear is fetching me from school!! then we'll be heading to SCIENCE CENTRE to play!! =)
Then on Sunday, going to meet my good sister, Shuling, and Dear to spend a day at Escape! I wanna play the roller-coaster! From 9-11 Dec, I'll be attending a chalet with my bf and his friends!
So many things to be done within that 1.5 months of holidays! I'm gonna enjoy like crazy! Coz next semester going to be very shiong... got 6 modules... haiz.... must destress before entering another stressful zone! study hard PLAY HARD!